O Lord, the God who saves me,
day and night I cry out before you.
May my prayer come before you;
turn your ear to my cry.
For my soul is full of trouble
and my life draws near the grave.
I am counted among those who go down to the pit;
I am like a man without strength.
I am set apart with the dead,
like the slain who lie in the grave,
whom you remember no more,
who are cut off from your care.
You have put me in the lowest pit,
in the darkest depths.
Your wrath lies heavily upon me;
you have overwhelmed me with all your waves.SelahYou have taken from me my closest friends
and have made me repulsive to them.
I am confined and cannot escape;
my eyes are dim with grief.
I call to you, O Lord, every day;
I spread out my hands to you.
Do you show your wonders to the dead?
Do those who are dead rise up and praise you?SelahIs your love declared in the grave,
your faithfulness in Destruction?
Are your wonders known in the place of darkness,
or your righteous deeds in the land of oblivion?
But I cry to you for help, O Lord;
in the morning my prayer comes before you.
Why, O Lord, do you reject me
and hide your face from me?
From my youth I have been afflicted and close to death;
I have suffered your terrors and am in despair.
Your wrath has swept over me;
your terrors have destroyed me.
All day long they surround me like a flood;
they have completely engulfed me.
You have taken my companions and loved ones from me;
the darkness is my closest friend.
(NIV)
If you want a god who lives in palaces,
pushing buttons
and summoning servants
to fulfil his every whim
at every hour of the day or night,
don’t choose Jesus.
If you want a god who will make you
prosperous, successful, and
up there with the high flyers
who have paid into their destiny,
don’t choose Jesus.
If you want God, who shows the way
by stripping naked and taking the towel
and embarrassing you into imitation of Him,
there is no other choice but Jesus.
It was a dayfor getting things backon an even keel.An incompetent impostor hauledon to the naked shame and tortureof a pagan cross,his body racked into incontinence,utterly debasedin the breaking away of his life’s blood and waste.How wrong they had been,the palm waving crowd,to award such premature Hosannasto a fool on a foal!How good it must feelto gain sweet revenge,to manipulate Romeinto doing their dirty work for them!Yet who was the greater fool that day,Jesus, Pilate, Caiaphas, the crowdor even smug Satan?Love’s ambitions, fulfilled.Love outpoured, not outwitted.Life itself destroyed, not defeated.Scores settled, things back on an even keel.
Ten years or more of Higher Education, 7 years of Ordained Ministry in the Church of England... and now I'm managing to combine both, parish priest and university chaplain. It's a wonderful life. (Oh yes it is!)